work has been a wreck.
thanks to my unwillingness to smile pleasantly, really unhappy spirit, a tired soul and long hours.
i wish i can stop complaining but i cant.
im so sick of doing closings . im so tired of doing things i dont wanna do.
but everytime i want to stop , i have to hesitate over the fact of consideration.
where everyone else is concerned.
i cant quit at this point of time, simwei is pregnant and all. i have to replace other part timers and help out with the lack of staff too.
if i quit, i will be letting down my employers and previous employers , they have seen me as the longest staying part timer. sheesh:/
but i guess its all part of life. i have to quit by next term, year 2 is gonna be hell. and im so not looking foward to it so i will have to stop what i dont think im suppose to be doing and get back to whats most important.
right now, i have to priortise to get a life. or shall i say get back my life.
im just glad wed and thurs's closings are over.
movie with Peilin tmr! woohoo:]
and Peilin, get well soon!
oh and i just noticed that whenever i put on my specs, my eyeballs , the black balls in the middle , are so in the middle, so stagnant and straight,that i think it look cock-eyed haha.
okay so maybe im wrong, and its like that, but well, i cant stop wondering if it is.
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