im fed up, so fed up.
when everyone else treats me like a designer in the making, the way you viewed me as was different from others.
my own parent, how wonderful.
am i that incomparable?
im not any dirt, and when everyone else, my lecturer, my friends, even outsiders, encouraged me to be called a designer, and not be called a mere student or an amateur, you actually insisted, " you are NOT a designer, you are still, and just a student".
wow how motivating is that. and with that, you had just stabbed me.
now it as if i would never be a designer, not now, not in the future, not anymore.
you know why i dont like to stay home?
its because you always say the wrong things that you thought would never hurt or offend me.
you;re so wrong, right from the start.
and everytime i see that expression of yours, its always full of uncertainty and disbelief.
like as if everything i said was to escape, not to be trusted.
im different from last time.
im not lying anymore, get that?
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
alright, this.blog.is.so.dead.
its so lifeless i can hardly carry on.
guess i should change the blogskin soon, its so white-washed im getting tired of it.
Anyway, the holidays have officially started last week and the Malacca Trip with my the SIDs and some of the year 1s were off the hook.
Had fun with my beautiful classmates and Rostina as well. Thanks for being so gracious and kind in taking care of us :D
Shopped, Walked, Admired, Laughed, Savoured, Crapped, Posed, Took a darn lot of pictures since we were in awe of almost everything and everywhere.
even just staying in the hotel room was fun! Elaine had been such a lovely roomie. phoebe and kaser add up to the merry making!
To be able to experience the peranakan heritage was one of my main objectives why i went there as well, and to be able to fulfill that, i can now die in peace.
The museum was va va voom! and the food can really tingle ure tastebuds.
and im so pleased with myself that i kept a travel journal all the way now i can look back and travel in memory. yay me.
alright then, more updates the next time! when i feel like it heh.
Malacca trip pictures are posted in Facebook. go view it if that interests you:]
its so lifeless i can hardly carry on.
guess i should change the blogskin soon, its so white-washed im getting tired of it.
Anyway, the holidays have officially started last week and the Malacca Trip with my the SIDs and some of the year 1s were off the hook.
Had fun with my beautiful classmates and Rostina as well. Thanks for being so gracious and kind in taking care of us :D
Shopped, Walked, Admired, Laughed, Savoured, Crapped, Posed, Took a darn lot of pictures since we were in awe of almost everything and everywhere.
even just staying in the hotel room was fun! Elaine had been such a lovely roomie. phoebe and kaser add up to the merry making!
To be able to experience the peranakan heritage was one of my main objectives why i went there as well, and to be able to fulfill that, i can now die in peace.
The museum was va va voom! and the food can really tingle ure tastebuds.
and im so pleased with myself that i kept a travel journal all the way now i can look back and travel in memory. yay me.
alright then, more updates the next time! when i feel like it heh.
Malacca trip pictures are posted in Facebook. go view it if that interests you:]
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