Sometimes.

Sometimes I get overwhelmed with life and all of its details. Sometimes it seems like I just don’t have enough… not enough time, or money, or energy, or life to give. Sometimes I feel like everyone and everything is pulling at all of my strings, and I’m slowly unraveling. I want to scream out, I want to curl up in a ball, I want to wrap my arms around myself and hold myself together.

-poco cocoa.

was good while it lasted.

well, looks like everything is coming to an end now.
it all still seems so vivid as if i just started out at work at Cityneon yesterday.
3 months up, and tomorrow is my last day.

it has been all good working on site at the Youth Olympic Village at NTU alongside with fellow colleagues.
Learnt practical things, gained experience, improved skills, everybody working hard together, laughter, and more.
I never thought i'd say this, but i actually enjoy working with this bunch at YOV, considering the fact ive been complaining about work in the office back there at Genting Lane.
Unfortunately, now that im getting the hang of it and is adapting well, ive got to leave.

Thankful for all the guidance, and for my really wonderful colleagues.
working for the youth olympics has been a really good opportunity.

and now that i will reminisce the campus of YOV.

and being satisfied seeing the design of the VMAC office ive did 3d modelling on.

site creations.

if i could stay as i am.

If i could stay as i am, and not challenge myself to be someone else i am not.
I was back to being me again last weekend, it was a wild one.
Drinking with friends on Friday night, till the wee hours of the morning,
giddy spells and hangovers, im so relieved i managed to still get a grip of myself.

No more Flamings please.

And then with just a mere 2 hours of sleep, I was up on my feet, to meet the girls and CJ for a little cycling expedition at Pulau ubin.
All was good, except that it was little for me as I didnt cycle the whole of ubin, had to leave the island at 1plus for Spinelli's. and the rest were still there, gosh they are such adventurers.

Wished i had experienced the mud and the breathtaking sceneries they saw too!
CJ says she is gonna probably have this cycling thing every month, so there is still many more opportunities i hope.

And then on Sunday..let me see, oh it was dad's birthday! Got him a Liverpool polo tee and well, he looks happy with it.
We had Jack's place, and then again, i rushed off to take the shuttle bus to RWS, and then to the beach station to meet the trackers for some fun in the sun.

Brought guitar, jammed with the jumpers, sang till our voices cracked, swam in the open sea, got tanned but my skin was sun absorbent by then, left footprints in the sand, laughter, and more.
Ended the day with dinner at grandmere's.

Weekends, i really do wished they were longer. And at least, i could continue being me.

for Touch.

it only takes a spark to get the fire going.

Design for Siying, for her school project, supposedly a mural for Touch Community.

Max Brenner, Marina Bay Sands, Esplanade

Friday night was one hell of a ride.
it felt so good to spent friday nights like that after a long week at work.

oh pudding! thanks for bringing me to the Helix!
and Max Brenner's , chocolate by the bald man is so good, its really pleasure just savouring chocolate. We had chocolate soup! with some ingredients that look like Red Bean soup thereafter.
Esplande outdoor theatre had some concerts going on as usual , local band scenes, one talented bunch of musicians. The Lion story was there again.

Great night. have only got one thing to say , TGIF!