iap round 2?

Started work yesterday at CityNeon Design Group.

Finally, a full-time job, a graphic designer, okay but i had to do both 2d and 3d projects so its a little of autoCAD, a little of Illustrator & Photoshop and a little of 3d software as well.

It all felt like IAP once again, got reminded of ST Aero, the anticipation for lunch break, the chance to sneak in a wink, the awaiting time to knock off from work, and everything else that spells freedom.

But then again, i brought work upon myself so 3 months is all im gonna bear with, gain experience from, and get the most out of it. Well, so far so good.

got completely nothing to do yesterday morning and this afternoon, and i had to rush some drawings in Illustrator before i left work so did a half an hour of overtime.

Haha, the department head, Elvis was so apologetic about it i was kind of amused.

" Sorry, first day got you so stressed up:"

Well, it is not the first time its happening anyway, trust me, school was worst.

Sigh, im missing school.

Cant wait for training, And i guess my ear is finally better now, at least i can hear slight whispers now. Wait for me, clear blue waters, i will be back and going.

Turmoil.

Dont you know how much i want to swim beneath you?
It used to be, only me and the sea blue water.
But yet.

within these close walls, you dont hear a thing.fustrated, fed up, disappointed, yet...
im still amused. Amused at the fact how loud the echo could sound in my left ear.
The ear is not showing any signs of improvement and no one knows how distanced i feel from the world.

The real deal of work is coming this thursday and i dont know how im feeling about it.

Anticipating? or dreading?

Wanting to take this on, but wanting not to leave the coffee culture.

Wanting to embrace this, but reluctant to leave it behind.

i was really contemplating alot today when,

Chloe says:
just have to..gather all your pieces and start on a fresh page
believe in things
PEA. says:
isit possible ?
Chloe says:
yeah
there's no right or wrong
only tons of trial and error to see what suits you best
be a fighting fish!

Thanks wb, for reminding me.

She reminded me.

I was on the train one ordinary evening on the way to training,
and while i was sorrowful about my shin splint in that very moment, a typical train passenger appeared in front of me and reminded me to,

and that is how my will got a little strengthened.
Thanks power lady.

Im contemplating about life and how all so it seems,
from every little detail to every little thing
Dreaming of dreams ive yet to fulfill
awaiting for time when it will come to a standstill.

i would live laugh love life, if that is all im blessed with
i would look upon the memories i had if that is all im left with
i would hum melodiously of the songs i once sang if that is all i treasured
but its you and life that made me whole, seemingly reassured.

As you travel.

That pursuit is ongoing by the way, as is the effort to sustain it. The secret to all success is to remain in the flow.

The obvious: Don’t swim against the current. See where the river wants to take you. Be relaxed and happy that you’re awake on the journey.

And: be neither too relaxed where you don’t swim at all.Otherwise, the river will almost certainly kill you.

And definitely don’t think you can swim faster than the current: don’t be a “try-hard.” This is a term I heard used in the open-mic circuit for those who are trying so hard to make it they forget to enjoy it. The stress and the need for perfection is a distraction from the beauty, uncertainty, and finality of every moment. It’s never about the destination anyway. It’s about the brave lifestyle one leads in getting there.

( im trying, still trying)

- Jason Mraz

We all fear.

To think that i would have gotten over this.
To think that i wouldnt experience this anymore.
To think that it wouldnt affect what i couldnt had.
And now, its back.
Thanks man, just when i needed that.

gosh, what a pitfall.

Sunday's Special.

Another wholesome Sunday.
and ive only got a simple sentence to summarise the whole day throughout.

' You are special in God's eyes when he speaks specially to you on a special Sunday with your Sunday's special tea at Canele with your special friend and to round things up with a specially hilarious movie'.

yay wb, liked the treat? im waiting for yours the next time round!
So well, now you know what sermon at service was about today.

Everyone of us is indeed blessed to be special.

Samantha Johnson's.

your eyes are diamonds, the way they pierce me. i can feel your indifference, and it stings more than your judgments. we can’t talk because you don’t care if we do, and someday i’ll make sure that gets through to you. punching at air, my lungs seal shut. once again you’ve suffocated me with your fire. my oxygen is cut as well as my wings, short, lifeless and in the end, breathless.

If only i could.

TGIF.

Its 2nd April, and TGIF.

Easter this Sunday, bring on the chocolate bunnies, easter eggs and butterscotch cookies.



On this very fateful day again, lets all not forget how God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, Jesus Christ down to earth to redeem our sins. Its through His grace and mercy that we are saved, its through His open arms that we are caught on in His embrace, its through Him dying for our sins that we are truly forgiven and its through Him that all things are made possible.



Im one blessed child. Are you?



And then again, today's TGIF celebration was a pretty successful one, each and everyone of us in the cell enjoyed it, the good makan kindly prepared by Sumei's mum, Sab and QL.
Led worship, watched a video on personal testimonies by Kelvin soh's wife, Suzanne and it was amazing, bringing forth a very strong word.
cant wait for Sunday's service now! Special message by Pastor Khong and friends are coming:]