Monday, April 26, 2010

Turmoil.

Dont you know how much i want to swim beneath you?
It used to be, only me and the sea blue water.
But yet.
within these close walls, you dont hear a thing.fustrated, fed up, disappointed, yet...
im still amused. Amused at the fact how loud the echo could sound in my left ear.
The ear is not showing any signs of improvement and no one knows how distanced i feel from the world.
The real deal of work is coming this thursday and i dont know how im feeling about it.
Anticipating? or dreading?
Wanting to take this on, but wanting not to leave the coffee culture.
Wanting to embrace this, but reluctant to leave it behind.
i was really contemplating alot today when,

Chloe says:
just have to..gather all your pieces and start on a fresh page
believe in things
PEA. says:
isit possible ?
Chloe says:
yeah
there's no right or wrong
only tons of trial and error to see what suits you best
be a fighting fish!
Thanks wb, for reminding me.

3 comments:

belle said...

pea! u can do it and overcome all the obstacles! jus walk through the valley! there's always a light at the end~ jus keep walkin and believin! u can do it! we believe in u! jus hang in there (:

weebee said...

hoho glad all the blah i said was useful!

Pearlyn K said...

Thanks mimi! :] i will.
wb: it did!