Saturday, February 13, 2010

When you have just got a few weeks left.

The path ahead seems so bleak when you know everything is bound to be over.
Where you've came from, where you've started, where you've progressed and where you've ended.

I just cant believe the path that ive always taken is coming to an end soon.
Fulfilled, believed, soared, stumbled, faltered, perspired, conquered, anticipated and worked through all the nights and tears.
Past tense now, but yet it remains vague.

FYP submission down, its only left with model submission but im living school everyday, because i know that studio up there in level 6 will cease to be ours. We are leaving it with a state of accomplishment yet unbearable.
Leaving it to the success of the ones taking over, we know that the efforts will be carried on by them.

im going to miss everything in school. why is graduation this sad at all?

6 comments:

杨沐明 said...
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杨沐明 said...

Oh man! By reading this post, I felt like I'm graduating and I'm feeling sad as well, when there's going to be the one more hectic year ahead of me! And cool! I like the way you write to bring the emo feelings out ~_~..

anyway! Nothing is permanent! Have to be flexible and adapt fast in order to stay cheerful~ you can call it 2 face or double face or materialistic, but that's what it takes to be cheerful sometimes! hahah!

Maybe that's why religions said "don't hogged onto things." Cherish what you have now and let it go when they want/have to~

Pearlyn K said...

haha true, one more year and you will probably feel the same way as i do now.

Strive for that hectic year!
yep i guess , adapting is the only way to remind myself that im moving on.
Time to let go, though memories stay.

杨沐明 said...

Heh! yes! memories stay. I wonder how, and is it possible or not, you may try to lock these memories inside a box and keep it aside, out of your sight. Firstly, it helps you to be more focus in what you are going to experience next. Second, maybe after a few years, you'll feel even better while reminiscing the memories, after opening the box!

Pearlyn K said...

heh you are right!
Actually, i do in fact keep a box full of my past collections and memories so that i could look back next time and remember what took place.

The box contains all kinds of things, from movie ticket stubs to admission tickets, to photos, letters, wrappers, all kinds of random items.

杨沐明 said...

Hah woah! That's so nice of you. I do have things to store actually, but, they are all bulky!!! And soon after, I see them as a mess that takes up space. Sighh, I guess photos and stamps are the best options yet I don't keep them hahaha! Or just perhaps, I didn't take note of what should be kept since I wasn't mindful enough in the past.

But well! Those are hardcopy! Being able to move on from the school, is like you have to create this intangible box haha, to store something 'softcopy'! And move on! Heh, yet again, first step is never easy, so, jiayou, conquer it, and you're almost done.