i would now.

oh man. i seriously think im depressed.
budden i don wanna be sadd pearlyn cause that wont be my true-self.
where did that strong you go?
where did that willpower go?
where did every part of you go?
where?

wads left of me is just an empty shell.
perhaps, im meant this way.
or not. oh, whatever.

damn pissed at myself. fury~

life's ruined. yeahs.

infinite SADNESS la.