ah oh my goodness!

this is like so cool, found it on photobucket haha.


i love dance! though im not a dancer gahhh.

sometimes, all we need is time.
all we need is some hope.
all we need is some reassurance.
all we need is all we ever wanted.

but " dont you ever feel that there is something inside of you looking for a way to come out?"
im lacking.
and i realised how hesistant i can be.
yes no personal gain.

just sincerity and more sincerity,
with a touch of confession.
mum, i just want to tell you that i want to be... ARGH.

I JUST CANT BRING MYSELF TO CONFESS MY OWN BELIEFS! ITS SO HARD TO DO SO!
and im struggling so hard inside! IM GOING TO BURST ANY MINUTE.

i hate myself for being such a weakling.

ooh hoo okay as promised, here are da many more pics taken for da past few days!
oh and before that, HAPPY DEEPAVALI YO!
and thanks to HEMA who invited me and florence to her house nearby for a celebratory lunch!
the curry was spicyyy and really good:] hema's mum is a great cook! thanks auntie and family!
have been really gracious hosts haha.
happy festival of lights then and hema was pretty with all the lovely costumes! woooo.


okay these strawberry chocos are addictive. cheers to tasty treats!
i slept at 4 on tuesday night to do this freaking thing: yeah da windows and walls of my model.
and at XIN WANG's HONGKONG CAFE at cine! chris' s one:
slurping up milo dinosaur! yum.

and our foodieeee!
elaine's:

me and fen's! fish fillet with egg and rice! it really does have this homecooked taste.

the pretty goofies!

our drinks! yinyang or yuanyang blah blah and milo dinosaurs!
i used what i have learnt in photography sheesh hah and took in diff lighting!

the interior!

and yes, love wednesday afternoon. and i got to go to fen's hse since she wanted to put down her stuff first and tpy! nice house you have there fens! her room is bigggggg:]

and i had a VERY good time at town with these fellas ,thanks yo!

alright! im damn shagged for now.
shall post more photos taken today tmr! HAHA.
wait on dudes!

the many many many photos to upload! and to be shown here in my humble little network haha.

so well, here is my week! and this is monday's: jk's lesson! drawing softtoys, tracking and drawing and mark contours and stuff. kinda fun actually!

mine and fen's toyyyysss! TEEHEE.
and heres fathin's dear i-forgot-the-name sesame street character!

and nyp looks so nice frm the lib's health sciences section:i just simply love sunsets! seen here in nyp frm all places!
okay then and now for SUNDAY'S! and yes last sunday haha.
FRINGE! ahhhh did it grow? please say yes.

mt faber! a walk in the morning with ohana! as in family:]
and saw this cute small merlion figure there.

and i met dearest juleen in the noon for service. i love service, i love God. oh this was friday's ! : seminar on human trafficking! which is damn scary ! the show just invoked those paranoia in you like it did to me. brrrrr the place: creepy eh.

GROW FRINGE GROW!

colour studies lesson! fathin, fen and siti!> siti:" I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY..."
gracious hearts here! <33

and the lovely skies of friday! taken from the excursion bus to the talk!

christina and peizhen!

phattttt yo! nyp's block P! i didnt know it looks pretty nice haha!

our grp on colour studies!
and our beautiful masterpiece:

and the really pretty rose made randomly by tao haha. yes fify we know: "TALK TO MY HAND DUDE"

okay heres a happy belated birthday mr sannie! and yes real belated one hehheh.

my colour studies project all done! proud of it hah!

boredom in comm skills!

sid02s are a bunch of crazy easy goers! just the way i like them to be:]

am so damn shagged now.
came home at like 12plus midnight today, due to the human trafficking thing.
and oh myyyy its officially scary okay.
i didnt noe the victims of human trafficking could suffer that bad! in fact, its really horrible.
living conditions, tormented lives, brutal acts, kids even suffering frm that.
its really heart-wrenching and it just makes me so paranoid now haha.

its like you cant trust people that easily now esp guys teehee.
you never know whos a trafficker oops no offence though!
and the place that we went to was at jurong east near jibp's spinelli! wooooo its kinda deserted la. started at 7 and ended at 11. yawn.
creepy place. it feels like im the one being trafficked there haha.
but overall the 3WHOLEHOUR movie was okay except for the after-effects on you.
well, there alot to blog about on ytd! so shall continue tmr with pics!

lazy to upload now. seriously, i need some sleep. working tmr! booooo:[
am eating corn-in-a-cup now made by mum. thanks mum! <3

i seriously think im going to die from all the painting and drawing.
am still doing the 3Rs freaking poster design thing. im lagging la, and oh come on, why on the 3Rs topic? its sooo common arghh.

and for the colour studies blah blah , finally done with it.
pretty much satisfied with it just that im a really messy person haha.
tonight is all about paint, colouring and trying very hard to keep awake till im over with it.

oh goodness, i need sleep.
excursion to some wierd place at jurong east tmr to watch this video and a talk on human trafficking its like ....ehhh.
organised by limpiaw! it better be good, i hope.

for now, let me bore myself to death with all the painting left to do.