but somehow, listening to christina aguilera's seems to give me that bit of willpower to go on.

im still trying to remain cool about it.

i just cant pick myself up.
at least for now.

im too tired. tooooooo tired.
sleepless nights.
3 hours of sleep.
facing plan drawings.
facing a model thats going nowhere.
blank look.
thick eyebags.
haggard sunken face.
pale lips.
off-colour.
frowns.
headaches.

you can imagine how horrible i look now with this amount of stress coming on.

argh, and boss has been asking me to work next weekends, and he seemed bent on making me work at least once a week.
but its not that i dont wanna help, but i REALLY dont have the time to do so. and work takes its toll on me when stress is overtaking my life now.

in short, im defeated. very badly indeed. this semester is hell im telling you.

we were creating our egg tray last friday at the lil' ID corner at the back of level 6.
when siti decided to fool ard with the sponges. HAHA, okay you can never imagine what we did.
fathin and fen at work:
a new mother at her proudest moment!
yeah yeah siti! we can see your really big tummy.
ct: ain't you proud of my soon-to-be-born spongebob? haha. (self-illustrations)

okay friday wasn't exactly a good day. in fact, it was terrible with all of us feeling stressed up by the loads of work due soon. and yeah like VERY SOON.

but these girls cheered me up:] thanks yo!

it has been a bad week.
a really bad stressful one.
and i never felt this stressed before.

where have all the good things gone?
where has the laughter gone?
where has that assurance gone?
where have my carefree spirits gone to?

i wish i could go back.
far far far far far far awayyyyyy.

did closing today! but it wasnt as shagging as i expected it to be! in fact, maybe i had more determination now to complete everything by 9. haha.
thanks to shimin too who dropped by and then helped ! :]

went to anchorpoint with florence before work.
she finally bought her really pretty bag! i love anchorpoint ! though its rather empty, its still peaceful there.
browsed around times bookstore, and woah there were plenty of good reads ! but sheesh, im not yet done with my previous books. i cant find the time to read man! but i really want so much to just sit in an armchair, and read my life away.

oh well!
we had lunch at secret recipe! their strawberry milkshake is definitely a treat !
florence loves her mushroom soup haha.

alright then, a goodnight's sleep is needed now.

its nyp's open house tmr! like yayness:]
and its till sat! those who are awaiting the olevels results, please come down and bring the house down !

i cant waittttt to helpout on friday! first open house in a polytechnic and im part of it. omg this is so cool ahha after all the organising and ushering i had to do in sec school , im really missing it.
but now, its back and im ready to go. woohoo.

for now, its rushing of project studio mockup! miannnnnnn.

pistachos anyone? haha okay this is madness. and pretty random.

haha i was finding something to blog about and came up with this pretty crappy post! HEH.

some of my close friends have always wondered why is there a lack of food in my house.
well, cause my mum don cook alot, we only stockup on milk, fruits, my dad's wine, basic stuff la, eggs, juice and yoghurt. besides these, we have nothing else like raw food! seriously!
so here is my fridge: HAHA! there is more now.
dad and mum were snacking on pistachios( i was addicted to these tasty nuts) and wine today. i bought these wraps after work! to make really nutritious wraps for breakfast according to mum:] CURRENT ADDICTIONS:
green tea! or chinese tea.
bananas!
PISTACHIOS! ahhhh.

and me and sis were wearing these interesting shirts today. and they all belong to her haha.

JO's! her class tee supposedly.

mine! haha. her guides' leader shirt.

worked today, met some irritating bitchy customers. but well i guess im used to it!

for now, im shagging.

some interesting incidents and eye candy seen the past few days:
all here ! haha.

(spot the cowgirl! as in literal! moooo)
fen in her really cool hairdo! cute little thing:]
siti! haha we kinda forced her to smile! and treated her these.
YOU ARE SO LOVED CT! and happy chocolate eating! cheerios.
damn, i hate fathin's shoes cause they are so pretty! black converses ,hundred over. AHH, im so getting one pair of sneakers like soon.

bad week with ros ard, and more new HUGE projects given to us. and hellshit, by ROS who doesnt even care a hoot for us when shes on holiday. and now that shes back, sid's future is bleak i can see that. i miss mr sannie! get well soon mr sannie!

and DAMN YOU ros, stop ruining our lives. we have no life now thanks to you and your bullshit.

argh! if its not for the fact that she was my mentor, i would have slapped her. i mean it.

well, this is on monday! 31st dec! greatly remembered!
kind of my first countdown with friends at vivo.
its damn crowded, but heck, im with friends!

thanks to christina, fennie and sujun! who made this really special and so eventful:]
the fireworks were pretty limited, but they were still nice!
the atmosphere was so alive haha, everyone is like cheering when the clock struck 12.
yay more countdowns please!





wheeee and its 2008 now. will it be a good year?

NEW YEARRRR'S DAYYYY!
celebrated with mum.dad and sistie:]

haha me and jo were bo red in the car and we camwhored somehow, crapped alot too!

good news are: my fringe is growing like finally!

and our really wonderful spread of new year's lunch! thanks to mum and daddikins!

heh this is dessert: so pretty right!

and their coffee is really not bad, its just like americano without milk! thanks mum and dad for the lunchieee! happy new year peepo! its 2008, made ure new year resolutions already? i think i did:]