standing in the midst of a nowhere,
anticipating what tomorrow will bring.

i miss my sister.
i really do.

its just n.o.t the same without her around.
well, i can now understand how its like without the love of ure sibling. its horrible.

JOJO! but the good thing is: she is COMING BACK TMR! like wheeeee!
shes finally back frm thailand and i can goof ard with her again:] more company at home now.

oops i just realised how long my tongue is here. haha.
sis, I MISS YOU LA. can u come back like now?

oh well.

happy baptism nic! went to TOUCH community theatre at bm today for a short service and baptism invitation!
nic was getting baptized! and it was a wonder to watch him got water baptized.
its really interesting and im so happy for him.

nic, you are reborn! as Christ's child once again! God Bless! :]
i was so touched by the testimonies given.
oh! and i caught grace, tasha and yuting there too! it felt so good to see them again and to catch up with them!

okay like seriously, i donno wads wrong with my freaky bugs bunny teeth.

congratulations nic!

my cell grp leader, cherie! shes pretty isnt she?

oh and back at school on friday! i bade my last farewell to my last semester's final model for project studio 1!

ive got to throw it away.

okay siti and fathin! wads up with that! TEEHEE.


oh yeah this cookie is tastyyy:]

20th nov! fen's 17th bday! yes 17th! like finally haha,
anyway happy bday once again to our dear little friend whom we all love:]

went to pizza hut after school for a celebratory dinner and we had lots of pizza and laughter.
surprised fen! hope she did get surprised with all the sabotages and presents!
and duh , the singing~ haha.

so here are some recollections of that day!
okay oops so here are mainly me and my frenssies haha.

FEEDABLES FOR FATHIN.

AHH, YUM.

hearts' platter! eat it to your heart's content!
fathin.me and siti!
me and the birthday gurlll~~


a little crazy act of impluse! cheese overloaded.

oh my GOSH! LOOK AT THAT! CHEESE like EWWW?

oh yes siti, ure endearing eyes! HAHA FATHIN ure thing is acting up again.
chocolate symphony on the house for fen!

the SIDs!


back in school: look! we got her these:]

and she finds her cake too sour heh.

fen: i have still got to eat it anyway...
haha fen and yes, you are 17! just like me! bleh!

watercolour painting is indeed a fascination!
pretty fun too:]
did some basic watercolour techniques in mr ng's class on monday!
and we blew these watercolours out for an effect and everyone was complaining about headaches later on. haha felt really giddy.

mine:
i love fathin's one:
siti's:
fen's:
HEHHEH wanna experiment more!

am still homeworking. wad a bummer.
there are still so so many pics to upload but looks like i gotta wait for tmr!
tgif.

oh well, shall continue with devt sketches again.

AND right now, im missing my dear sister.
oh jo, hows thailand?
and come back soon.

:[

always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk awayI count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

well, i guess its just meaningful. when you are gone - avril lavigne.

i finally bought my long awaited HAVIANAS at town today!
alongside with freakochee and ckkkk~
yep! its green like again but i love it.
ck got red! and freako blue! theirs are really nice too! i love them all the same:]

cant wait to slip them on and wear them out! oh, havianas haha.

sometimes, its all about passion right?
and chasing after what you wanna do.
but what if you wanna do alot of things but there is just not enough time.
its hard to make decisions then
and to derive at a choice taken.

i wonder, i wonder, i wonder.
i really miss flute alot alot AND REALLY ALOT.
ahhh oh and it was the conductor, mr lok i think or as how fen affectionately call him YEYE, is retiring, last concert today.
its just so so sad!
we were so touched me and chris cried haha,
we were literally shedding lots of tears over this conductor guy we dont even know
yet we can feel so much.

like i had known him before that.
he reminds me of my grandpa i guess.
i will miss you mr lok haha.or is it mr luk?
okay anyway, its YEYE!

happy retirement! for now, i must do some soul-searching.

today was good really good i guess.
and SINFORNIA CONCERT WAS A BLAST.
it was! huifen was performing at violins ! so how can we not be there? haha.
i love nyp symphony orchestra, they are like so cool.
I REALLY MISS BAND NOW. like ALOT.
esp flutes! it has been so so so damn long since i touched a flute.
oh, those days~ sigh.

so we had 4 tickets and me, fathin, christina and ahchee went for it! to support our dear friend!
and duh, to see how the nypso is like! and yep its huge and their sound is really round and nice.
everything just blends, and the flautists are AMAZING. love their solos haha .

so therefore, presenting to you..
NYP's SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA with SINFORNIA2007.

they had singers to sing along with their music pieces! love their voices!
i was so impressed with this malay girl singing YE LAI XIANG. oh c'mon! u got to admit that she can actually sing this chinese old song.

the back seats! we cant take them sadly.
the emcees!
the singers!
the BAND!
before the concert starts:

the orchestra strength is huge isnt it?
okay back to BEFORE THE CONCERT:

me, fathin and sam were hanging ard this area i never been to. the so called roof at level 4A of blk M! its really tranquil there.
and the bushless trees we saw.

and the beautiful sky we gazed upon.
oh and this was my thursday night dinner haha. love cream of broccoli!

and we did this during colour studies today as a grp: cute eh!

its a sunny yellow banana day~~ haha. tropical turban woman!

siti with it! i love siti's eyes laaaa:]
and im so loving SINFORNIA! it just giv es me the urge to join the band and yes once again .

but im so indecisive and not mentioning hesistant. oh well!